Letter to God,
This movie made me cry since I could relate to this movie emotionally. Emotionally, I feel tied down and like others are controlling my life. I wish I had the power to fly freely to explore the world. I wish to attend Grad School and protect every women and child out there. I also dream of getting married to someone special who will always adore me and cherish me for who I am without trying to change me. I have also been through Domestic Violence in my life on the emotional and physical level by my family members.
My dad told me that “you are a piece of shit, your education is a piece of shit, you only deserve to me a prostitute, fucked by 10 men, rapped, murdered, and go have kids with a black man” which is the most painful thing for any female to hear from her father. My brother also hit me and pushed me after that I had bruises on the left side of my body on my upper hip which as an elder sister really hurt my feelings. The bruises are gone now from my body but the spirit of those bruises are still on my soul.
My grandmother spoiled my father by not teaching him how to respect women and my mother spoiled my brother by brainwashing him and turning him against me in our childhood. Both these men are NOT to be blamed for what they have done to me but their mothers are to be blamed for NOT teaching them any better. I know that I am going to end up homeless in a few months but I do NOT blame anyone since it is my destiny to be put on the streets.
Everyone has to struggle in order to achieve their dreams and I know that I have to struggle as well in my life. If I give in to allowing people control me then I will never be able to achieve my dreams but if I stand up and say NO I have the right to dream and achieve my dreams too. Only then I will be able to one day achieve my dreams in my life sooner or later. I know God or the Quantum Field will find a way to help me achieve my dreams and goals in my life.